He so in control, even when he’s ill
Demanding that the TV’s on
as he rolls into the new room
“Sir I need to make sure you’re breathing”
“No, the TV will keep my sanity”
Even when he can hardly breathe
Nothing’s my way
only his way
“But dad when you do it their way
you get better
and you do it your way
and you’re back in the hospital
So just listen to them”
No I don’t want that
then what do you want
I want what’s best for me
what is best for you?
I don’t know you tell me
let’s keep this on
Okay
He wants control, his decisions
because slowly but surely
he’ll lose one thing at a time
So he’s demanding
and mean
I get it
but what do I do?
How do I deal?
Just wait for 12 hours to be over?